Well as a lot of you know Matt has been doing this side job getting paid double what he makes at his regular job, so this is a good chunk of money for us thats coming in extra. Well that came to an end yesterday, the guy doesnt have enough money to pay them right now and he never got an inspector out to inspect the apts before people were moving in. So needless to say its going to get rough, christmas is coming up and Jazmins is finished, so at least she will have a pretty good christmas. I just have this big lump in my throat like i dont when its going to get better. Granted he does still have his reg job but having an extra $300.00 at least a week coming in was great. Now its going to be hard to get used to not having that money. KWIM? It could always be worse i know that , but i have never had to deal with someting like this and i just dont know how to deal with it. I just need to suck it up and be thankful for the things i do have. Money is materialistic. I hope that they can start back very soon, but if not then we will just have to deal with it. Although i do like having him at home every night instead of working til 8 every night.
I just needed to vent and get this out, i feel as if i want to cry but then again i feel as if i just want to smile, because with God and faith we can get thru this.
Thank you and God Bless ♥
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