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Whew... time has flown by ... i cant believe its almost 2009 already!!!

We had a wonderful christmas, Jazmin got all of baby dolls and accesories that she wanted, clothes, a jacket, boots, and tons of other stuff. It always seems to amaze me and make my day on christmas morning seeing her eyes light up, thats what life is all about. Matt got me another camera, yes another one. I told him not to get me anything that cost much because we didnt really have it to spend and besides christmas is about the kids. But he did, because hes amazing!

We got to spend time with family that we only see on holidays which i love to see all of the family together with all the kids, since there are very few times that that happens.

Here are a few pics of christmas from christmas morning, christmas at Mammys, and christmas with my mom on Dec 19. Enjoy

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Checkin in ....

Just wanted to check in ... see if everyone was ready for christmas? .. i cant believe its almost here ... Time has flew by ... but then again the past 4 years have flew by.. Saturday is christmas with mom and i am making a ham , ha that should be intresting. Im also making Rotel Dip and Cocktail weenies with Brown Sugar DELISH!! I already know what Jaz is getting and i know she is going to love it and be very very excited about everything she gets. Although im going to have to move her room around again to fit things in there. She has way too much stuff, but what kid doesnt?. Ugh im ready for it but im not because that just means i will be having another birthday in 6 months. Everyone have a great holiday. I wish everyone a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Its gonna get rough ladies and gentleman

Well as a lot of you know Matt has been doing this side job getting paid double what he makes at his regular job, so this is a good chunk of money for us thats coming in extra. Well that came to an end yesterday, the guy doesnt have enough money to pay them right now and he never got an inspector out to inspect the apts before people were moving in. So needless to say its going to get rough, christmas is coming up and Jazmins is finished, so at least she will have a pretty good christmas. I just have this big lump in my throat like i dont when its going to get better. Granted he does still have his reg job but having an extra $300.00 at least a week coming in was great. Now its going to be hard to get used to not having that money. KWIM? It could always be worse i know that , but i have never had to deal with someting like this and i just dont know how to deal with it. I just need to suck it up and be thankful for the things i do have. Money is materialistic. I hope that they can start back very soon, but if not then we will just have to deal with it. Although i do like having him at home every night instead of working til 8 every night.

I just needed to vent and get this out, i feel as if i want to cry but then again i feel as if i just want to smile, because with God and faith we can get thru this.

Thank you and God Bless ♥

Monday, December 8, 2008

Its a dreadful Monday..

Ugh.. Sometimes i hate Mondays.. let me take that back usually i hate mondays ...
Its just been a dragging slow day. I also found out today that the other girl that works here is not going to be here the week of Christmas, SHOCKER she is never here when the holidays are close because she has to go back "home" and spend it in Florida. So im taking off 2 days in January just because i want too. I never get to just take a day off because i have to wait and see when she is going to be here, not to mention that she always does this at the end of the month so when i get here on Mondays i have to bust my @$$ to get closing done for the month. It just irrates me!!
Rant over ...

Friday, December 5, 2008

Just some quotes ...

Here are just a few quotes and sayings i believe in and use in my daily life...

Everything happens for a reason
Emjoy the small things in life for one day you may look back and realize they were the big things
Good things happen to good people, it may not be tomorrow or next month but in time it will happen if its meant to be
If someone comes in your life and disappears as fast as they appeared, if they come back in your life, no matter how long of a time it has been then they truly deserve to be there if not then it was never meant to happen at all

Life In general

I just wanted to blog about life, life in general. I am so very grateful for everything i have, no i may not have the finest things in life or the most expensive but as long as i have shelter, a car, a loving boyfriend (whom im hoping will be my hubby one day) a wonderful happy daughter, a loving mom , super sister, the best friends a girl could ask for , my health and air to breath - im good. I dont need to best things in life to be grateful.You take what you can get, like a friend once told me, sometimes things get hard and you want to give up but you have to take the good with the bad and keep rolling with the punches, it only makes us stronger. I believe that now, i never thought that such "small" things would mean the world to me now. Im just rambling but i just want everyone to look at this blog being about , looking at your life, no you may not be rich or keep up with the Jones's but think about all the people in the world, that doesnt have a warm home to come home too, a car to drive when they need to get somewhere, or even more than 1 pair of shoes. Life is too short to judge and criticize just be happy with your life, because out there somewhere there is someone that looks up to you, and wishes they had just a small amount of what you have...Have a great day yall ♥

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Thursday, January 8, 2009

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Tuesday, December 30, 2008

2008 is almost over ...